I Am Not A Burger Head - A Synopsis By The Author
The Poem, I Am Not A
Burger Head, is possibly my finest work. Never before have I ever been able
to express exactly what I was thinking, and have so many people without a sniff
as to what I truly meant. So regardless of how much I understand it,
nobody else does. So I present to you, a synopsis of I Am Not A Burger Head.
Essentially the poem is
describing my pain. The term Burger Head is a metaphor for the ridiculous. That
people never take me seriously, and that whenever I do try to be serious, I find
myself caught, exposed and naked. This is basically the main theme of the poem,
however throughout the text, several minor themes to pop up, including
alcoholism, and the need for one to be realistic in this world.
The first two lines are
me, introducing the reader to my situation. How I feel ridiculed, and yet,
within myself I do not see myself as ridiculous. Subconsciously, I was
pondering the concept of Appearance Vs. Reality, and this was manifest in my
work. One can see how those outside of me see the ridiculous, and I may very
well appear that way, however from the inside, the reality, or theoretical
reality, is one of a man who merely wants to be taken seriously.
The third line,
"Instead I am no burger fed" is not without meaning. The
specific, lone term burger, refers to the sustenance of life - and its ridicularity.
The concept embodies that which many people now live on – The Burger. It is a
sad reality and reflection of our society that day in, day out, people buy
millions, if not billions of burgers from places like McDonalds, and Burger
Joints around the world. Society is being flooded with these fattening products,
which merely serve as sustenance – and not a growth mechanism. We as a society
have become content with stagnation. There is no need for growth, no need to
push forward, there is only, a need for sustenance. To retain the norm. It is
indeed ridiculous.
In context to myself, the
way this affects me is apparent in every day life. Every day when I get up I
tell myself, if you don’t stagnate today, you won’t stagnate tomorrow. I
wish for nothing but to avoid stagnation at all costs. Then the fourth line
harps acceptance.
The fourth line
symbolises the loss of my battle against stagnation. My friends have fallen, and
are dead, they aren’t coming back. I am a lone warrior. I would say one of my
worst character flaws is how easily I give up. So often, when the going gets
tough, I scamper off like the little girl I am, (No Offence to Verety, or her
mother intended) and essentially that is what the fourth line indicates. The
realisation that I have lost this battle against stagnation, and will in fact be
content with mere sustenance – and not growth.
A change in attitude
ensues with the coming of the fifth line. My priorities change. No longer is my
premier need to be taken seriously, or to evade stagnation. Realistically, I
look at my situation, and the poet (me) realises that one cannot go through life
without two things. The first is friends, and the second is confrontation. For
it is through these two things that one may grow as a person, and experience
life. It become obvious at this
point that the poet has no intention of avoiding these two things. And
considering his friends have died, and will not come back, there is only one
thing he can find solace in.
His burger. The
Sustenance. It has by the 7th and 8th lines become my
priority. As a person all I can hope for now is to stay alive. I can’t even
guarantee that. Then desperation engulfs my thoughts, “I want you back for all
of time”, selfish desperation. The poem still remain focused on myself, and
the reader finally realises the true problem behind society’s flaws. All these
perceived troubles within society, are just manifestations of the selfishness
portrayed in, and throughout life today.
The final line truly sums
up my existence however. I have many flaws, and there are many problems with me.
My only saving grace is that I am quick to admit I have them, and quick to find
help. Admitting you have a problem is the first step to solving it, however this
is where confusion over what I meant in my poem breaks out. Do all the previous
themes and imagery not count? Was it all an alcohol induced philosophical
debate? The answer is no. The final line is not in reference to the prior social
observations. The final line portrays the world in the light I see it in. It is,
in fact another social observation. Our reliance on
alcohol to get us through tough times. I speak in the first person in the
last line, because I do not wish to distance myself from society. I am a part of
society, and although I have flaws, they are no just mine, they are society’s,
and together, we must rebuild society, and together, we must challenge all these
problems.
Truth by told, the poem in question was written in under 5 minutes, and the synopsis was written over about an hour. There is no real thought behind either of them.